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Saturday, March 7, 2009 3:27 AM
Bare in mind, im
fingers over mind now. Life is always the same, when something good is yours, you will not appreciate. When the something is gone, then you'll realize how much you've lost.
Knife, cuts like a knife. How would i ever heal , i'm so deeply wounded. You know? Something like that. You just have to picture it yourself. Example, chance. If you do not catch it in time, you just have to watch others to have it. Anyway, i'll just wait for mine, and i wont ever let lose of it again cause after a long period being myself which i had not experinced for a total of 365 days, it feels awkward. It sucks.
Life is like a white sheet to me now, but i'll keep on drawing until i get my very own masterpiece. Anyway, i've finished up
PS I LOVE YOU, finally. Something strucked my mind earlier, i think im a little caught up with Holly's situation, except i do not have letters from her, in my case. i don't know how am i gonna explain my feelings here. You might as well read the damn book and come back to my blog again, though, it is really a wonderful book. I wish PS I LOVE YOU will not end cause when i was reading that damn book, i found myself in a peaceful world, totally understand Holly's situation. Thanks for the book Adam, thanks. i miss
sunshine badly. Nowadays, i enjoy keeping myself quiet, as in do-not-speak. Although im always the monkey in the class, but i truly believe everyone has their own personality, something that you do when no one is looking at you. Got what i mean? Thats
personality to me. it is indeed wonderful. Sometimes i'll just like to shut myself from the outside world, and starts living inside. Now i get the meaning of
silence is gold. It is wonderful. Dunno why, i know it seems weird, but not to me. My heart melted when i saw you today, easy and free, enjoying every minute of yours, happy go lucky.
My heart smiled. And to all the couples out there, don't you every think this way: sharing the same interest is the key to everything. it's silly=) Every single person has their own interest, you cant make him or her quit it (except from smoking and stuff like that , i hate it) Instead, enjoy you partner's hobby! Even though you don't really like it, at least you can spend precious time with him/her and maybe get to know their interest/your partner a little more! It will really lead you to a better relationship. Another thing, don't wait for each other to say sorry. Sorry it's a very meaningful yet powerful word, so don't screw up your relationship, instead, say sorry. *wink. Guys like to jump to conclusion, it always happen. Don't do it. i feel like im already hopping out of the topic. Okay, times up for that. After flipping from blog to blog, i found out mine is very different from the Clancys and Kenssetts. Weird, it's like we are leaving in two seperate world, though we still see each other in school. Weird, that the writting and way of expressing is different. It's like i do not know them, they are total strangers to me when im on the net. Dont take it personally, i dont mean to mean what you mean, you know what i mean? Good. Im currently sticking to John Legend's song, very sweet and meaningful-Everybody knows. His lyrics really suit people or rather fool, like us. Mom called me for dinner, so i'll guess i'll post this crap in a minute time. Ya, it's now, bye. Looking forward to see you at ding's party, hope we can still enjoy the time we'll gonna spend with each other. I know nothing can save some particular situation, but it's always better to try. Whatever, im crapping now. Bye.