When was my last time i update my blog ha?? Long long time ago.

i wonder how am i gonna keep this thing alive.

Im currently at Bidor, Perak now where i spent most of my holiday here when i was young. Now, not that frequent anymore cause i've been booked by tuition, friends, erm... works?

Stuff changed, the usual house used to be flooded by loads of naughty kids who try to keep firefly as pet, fold some paper boat and stuff a few insects in it and leave it in the rain, catch lizards, cycle to from place to place etc etc. Things that i can't do back in Ampang.

Time flies by, all of us who are cousins to each other do not spend much time back here where 4 already futher their studies.

Ahh... miss those happy moments.

Things worsen when my grandma pass away. She was the woman to 4 grown up and grandma to 12 of us. She was very close to all us. In fact, very close. Once i remember that 4 of us tried to pack in a one bed with my grandma at night. Mission succsessfully done. lol And i used to sit behind and chat with her when she cycle me to the market early in the morning. i miss her madly.

Well, she already gone for nearly 3 years.

On monday, we went to a place near Ipoh to dunno wad la where a woman will communicate with those below and above our ground. And she did. My mom, brother, grandpa, cousins, aunty and i went for this dunno what thingy. She asked for the date she died, thats all. Then after some prayer, she told us that my grandma passed away because of some serius sickness. It's truth, my grandma passed away cause of lung cancer. And the woman also told us that my grandma has 1 son and 3 daughter. Which is also true. The woman also named who was there that moment!!

She suddenly went for a deep sleep and woke up, calling 'daughter'. Of cause she spoke in cantonese la. And we started to chat. My grandpa did asked whether the Feng Shui suits her or not. She replied yup, and the grave is for two and my grandpa will be with her after his death. Truth!! it is a grave for two.

So after bout 10 minutes, i asked. ' Grandma, do you know who i am?' She said, ' ya, my grandchildren, my daughter side's children.' i was stunned that she can really tell every single details that we know. I wont lie to myself so that i can write this blog. Ask your Buddha friends whether they ever heard of this kinda thing. =)

What ever it is, i still love you Grandma. =)

Say, hows your holiday so far huh??